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I have successfully meditated, for the first time. I was able to do so after I had left Silvermoon in a fit of rage. The urge for a crystal was strong. This seemed to help the meditation. Gynata, one of my students, refuses to give up crystals. Trell and I worked with her and told her the consequences of using a crystal, but she paid us no heed. Not until we showed her what she could become, anyway. The foolish girl has been channeling seven hours a day, every day. Her skin is already discoloring. When I found her with a crystal a couple days ago, I admit that my temper went wild. I threatened her, slapped her, threw her, and screamed at her. I was afraid as Gynata was. My temper frightened me. I was completely out of control of myself, and dreaded what I would do. I left while Trell was scolding me. No one, save Steyr and Blade, has seen me since. Blade informed me that I was being followed by a young girl, no older than myself. A dark beauty who flaunts her presence in the tavern by attacking an ebony piano. This was just after I had returned from staying with an old family friend. I saw my dear Steyr last night. The poor man had some horrible news to share. His uncle, the one who raised him until he started training, is dead. I felt horrible. I hugged him and comforted him. He thanked me, nodded absently, and walked away. I pray for my dear friend's well being, and am willing to help in every and any way possible. I leave Silvermoon on the morrow. |
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